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02 June 2009

Sunshine Day


Just one of those rare days where Jupiter is aligning with Mars, my Chakrahs are all in order and I am One with the Universe, grasshoppers.
I'm on Day 2 of my new Life schedule and so far, so good. I have a daily schedule and when I stick to it, Life rolls like clockwork. I've gotten back into reading, back into sewing and back into my computer and lovin' it.
Some are meant to have wide open spaces and be free spirits all the time but I'm one of those unique individuals who even schedules my wide open spaces and free spirit moments and it works for me.
So if it ain't broke, I'm just going to kick back and enjoy it.
I finally found my inner voice and using it in a constructive way to keep the wolves at bay and ensure that my life is all that I want and need it to be. I've done a lot of physical and mental house cleaning and it.feels.good.
The only expectations I have is of myself.
And in the words of the Masonic Lodge,
"So mote it be."
Life is short, my friends. The cancer monster instilled that wisdom upon me almost 4 years ago and I know that at any given moment, the little cancer cells lurking in the deep recesses of my body can raise their ugly heads at any time they want. You know that deep down gut feeling that you have when you know something is about to happen? That's been with me for about a week now so I'm going to get 24 hours out of every single day and make sure they're quality hours.
Because you just never know and I've learned to trust my gut in most matters.
Have a phenomenal day!!!

7 comments:

Laura ~Peach~ said...

excellent plan... i commented back to you on my blog :)

Wonderful World of Weiners said...

Glad to hear you're feeling so good!!

Hallie :)

Steph said...

Ness,

I'm glad to hear that everything has settled down for you and is going well. I'm sorry that I have disappeared, but school is kicking my butt. Life at my house is crazy also, so I don't have time for much right now. I do still check in on you everyday though.

Love,
Steph

Debbie Jean said...

Glad to see you are feeling better and things seem good right now!

Now how do I go back to internet explorer 7? I can't figure it out.

God Bless~
Debbie Jean

DysFUNctional Mom said...

Amen!! Glad to see that things are looking up for you all.
xoxo

Alice said...

This post made my heart soar! None of us are promised tomorrow - so we must enjoy today!!

Debra W said...

Oh good, Nessie! I have been worrying about the overwhelming situations that have been going on in your life and I am so glad that you are now taking your life back. Sometimes our days spin so far out of control that even the smallest things can disrupt them. I am glad that you are taking back your time and scheduling YOU time, hour by hour.

Enjoy your todays!

Hugs and love,
Debbie