Usually I embrace September like a long lost friend.
It begins my favorite season of the year-Fall.
It also represented the beginning of school...everything old is new again.
I didn't want to let the first day of September go by without a welcome although my heart is not in it today.
Tomorrow is our 15th wedding anniversary.
I will post some wedding photos.
No biggie plans.
I don't expect anyone to understand what state of mind I am in right now.
I just want to be and find peace if possible.
I've lost the spark of life.
September, I will try to find our joy before you end.
Hang in there, old friend.
I still love you.
You and me go waaaay back.
Don't give up on me yet.
I'm still trying to believe in ordinary miracles of everyday life.
But it gets harder each day.