01 September 2010

Welcome September!

Usually I embrace September like a long lost friend.

It begins my favorite season of the year-Fall.

It also represented the beginning of school...everything old is new again.

I didn't want to let the first day of September go by without a welcome although my heart is not in it today.

Maybe tomorrow.

Tomorrow is our 15th wedding anniversary.

I will post some wedding photos.

No biggie plans.

I don't expect anyone to understand what state of mind I am in right now.

I just want to be and find peace if possible.

I've lost the spark of life.

September, I will try to find our joy before you end.

Hang in there, old friend.

I still love you.

You and me go waaaay back.

Don't give up on me yet.

I'm still trying to believe in ordinary miracles of everyday life.

But it gets harder each day.


jojo said...

I'm so sorry you are not feeling September, I havn't been real happy about it either but for many other reasons than you. I hope/pray that you are well and that this melancoly will soon pass. Love you, take care sweetpea.

WinnyNinny PooPoo said...

Love the cool wet fall weather of the deep midwest, but understand the joy sucking weariness that life sometimes gives us. Hoping energy and happiness return and make this a September to remember! Congrats on 15 years!

Laura ~Peach~ said...

happy anniversary... hope things look up. 2010 has certinly sucked more thank i thought possible... love you... hugss

Anonymous said...

Wishing you a very Happy Anniversary with many more years to celebrate that are filled with love and happiness.

Sorry to hear you are feeling down right now. Praying that soon you will be feeling cheerful and enjoying September. Hugs

Debbie said...

It's contagious. You're not the only one hon...but I hope you perk back up soon :)